yea i know this is a fitblr blah blah blah but everything in my life right now is unhealthy. considering deleting because all i ever do is smoke cigarettes and drink away my issues. hypocritical people disgust me, yet here i am reblogging and pretending that i am living how i should, when in reality im not

Being called babe is just a good fucking feeling.

my poor hips cant take anymore cuts tonight… i hope this goes well

i dont deserve this shit. i fucking hate my past and i would do anything to go back and change it but i cant. and its not fair that he is holding this against me. i have come so far from the trashy piece of shit i was in high school… and then somehow the skeletons emerge and i go right back to feeling low as dirt

I am so paranoid :(